Offerings for Magna Mater

You're never really safe anywhere at any time
Stop flirting with stability and open your blinds
Why do we feel the need to cage our virginity
Why does she think she can suspend time when she should just let it be

She's not sure what questions to ask because when she does it leaves a taste
That's beyond scent, it leaves a rash and a feeling that never dissipates
It's bitter and foul and she'll wish it away
But her mouth cannot help but continue to salivate

A child is a body that has captured a soul
It germinates, it grows, then through life it flows
A heart offers hinges in places that don't bend
Peacefully blessing vibrations which through us they send

The road's much more open than I've been led to believe
So that several times a day I catch myself forgetting to breathe
And I hear that what I believe's merely a dream I perceive
But the voodoo I feel, oh, honey, it's too real

Waves are neverending, but crests rise and fall

Desire is the bulk of the weight of this spell
While shadowy fear dozes at the helm
My boy lover never fails to reset his morning bell
And its ringing I muffle because I'm overwhelmed

Oh, Spell, tis not the time to run your course dry
Body, mind, please sustain this ride
Oh, boy lover, since I began to use my private eye
Our enchantment has not stayed solidified

Beautiful Distraction

You still make me nervous
I melt in your hold
But because of my silence,
you think that I'm bored

Things may seem tranquilized,
but that's hardly the core
The truth's that all the aching
has left my heart sore

Like a bad game of ping pong
that began on your court
of one too many lovers
I felt more than short

The game came to deuce
and it was my turn
to show off my lover
but instead I let you burn

I remember you told me
how you felt shafted that day
That was the first day
I started to ache

When will I stop being
afraid of your hold?
And gaze without shyness
to penetrate your soul

It seems like all I'm doing
is looking for reasons to bolt
Because right now I'm unstable
And I need to let you go

You know if I leave you now
It doesn't mean that I love you any less
It's just the state I'm in
You know I can't be any good to you like this